"I Wish You Bluebirds in the Spring"
"I Wish You Bluebirds in the Spring" (NatalieColeMusic. 2022) I still remember the bright sunlight filtering through the thick canopy of leaves highlighting the plush greenery of the forest grove I lived in. At this time in my life, from the ages of four to eight, I was a forest dweller who rose early in the morning to play all day in the woods hoping to chance upon a rare but delicious puffball mushroom to take home for our supper, or to climb to new heights in limbs above. It was on many of these early mornings when the dew still clung to all the vegetation that the smell of dichlorodiphenyltrichloroethane (DDT) permanently embedded itself in my memory, and likely made changes to my young body that possibly caused the number of calcium and hormone related maladies (Lundholm, 1997; Wang et al., 2022) I experienced in later life, like multiple ruptured cervical disks and vertebral spurs in my neck. I wandered through the chemically wetted foliage not realizing that as it